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Thursday, September 23, 2004

here.

perhaps im the only one who realise you update as of now??. i dunno.but since the frequency of me logging in and all is so high.and that i have a share of this blog. i saw that.and well.. i guess its time for me to have this blogg just a lil more active on my side.

lots of stuff going in me.and well yeaa.a lot of inner struggles.but perhaps finally i have decided that its all gonna stop.and i need to refocus.and start from square one all over again. to actually trust Him.

have been playing the cards myself these few months i should guess.and have been losing quite bad. humans are weaklings and well.only made strong if He gives you the strength. i havent been asking for it.and i havent been wanting it from Him.thought that i can handle this my wayy. and yeaa the revelation is that. He's running your life and He's in charge.its His plan underwayy and uh uh.your plan aint the best. for one thing.all of us are still under construction.none of us are perfect. only He is.and thus..He would know exactly what is the best of us.

one important lesson learnt at bs.is that God is sovereign. any rebellion any war anything that happened.He knew it all along.and He planned it.to the very last detail. amazing how He knows exactly how stuff will happen.and how they will end up. and one chapter of the bible can actually record stuff that is gonna happen in at least 2500 years.. and beyond.what's more that 80++ years of your life??.trust Him!!

sound like i can trying to convince myself?? perhaps yeaa i am.but just hope all these would be of some encouragement to you too. *nods.

stuff seems bleak?? but dun worry. it will work out. let go.let God.

and gurll?? anything?? im still a call away. aiyahh screw exams. =) nahh its fine.tk care.and hang in there. *hugs. all the best.

; ange
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